I’m Sorry =[

Blah, lately I’ve sorta been a little B**ch and I seem to be taking it out on a lot of people. =[ And I’m really sorry about that guys.

It’s just lately with everything that just happened and everything that is happening, I’ve been really stressed. It’s really making me biter towards people. Especially the ones that are extremely close to me. I guess you could say it’s just a phrase right now that I’m going through, just a depressing time in my life. And i really do hope thats all and that I’ll get over it soon.

I just don’t know how long it’ll take. What happened turned out to hurt me a lot without me realizing it. And I feel like I get mad at you the most, you should know who you are =/, It’s just I feel like things have changed with us and I feel like i have to take my depression out on you.

It’s been really hard for me to cry lately, and I really just wish I could let it all out, but for some reason I can’t. The tears just build up inside of me and it’s making me really tense, weak, and it’s making my body feel a lot of pain. Like i literally don’t want to do anything anymore. I just want to give up on a lot of things recently.

After I left my house, and I guess got mad at you for not answering, I felt horrible. I cried a little in the car but after being at my friends for a while. I started feeling bad, and I’m getting scared that things may change between us a lot and I’m scared that I’ll lose you even though you told me that would never happen. I’m just scared that you’re going to get so mad at me one day that you’re just going to stop talking to me and I don’t know if I could handle that.

So I’m sorry for all the crap I’ve been putting you through and I really hope things get better between us.

I hate when I’m like this, because I hurt the people closest to me…

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2 Comments on “I’m Sorry =[”

  1. darkeve Says:

    I’m like that most of the time. When things go wrong, those who are close to me suffer and I don’t know how they still love me after everything that I said and done..

    • butterflynight Says:

      They probably understand whats going on and they don’t hold u for it. They forgive u and stuff. I just hope I don’t lose anyone…blah


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